60 days of being me…

1st of October 2026

Day four -Reckoning

Vitality upon waking 6/10.

I woke up with a tickle in my throat this morning.

Looking out my window, I saw grey and felt a muggy sort of stickiness to the air.

After my meditation I felt immediately revitalised, but there was an unseen sense of heaviness that lingered.

The day continued as all days do, but there was something different about the events of this afternoon. Whether it was this challenge, I don’t know, but a looming awareness on myself and others’ made me question how much impact the environment and interactions have had on my overall functioning.

So as I lay here, I make a declaration to make an environment that encompasses love, safety and trust. That nurtures, nourishes and heals. For my family, for me.

Now let’s link it to the astrology.

I have a Pisces North Node, which means that in this iteration of being me (whatever that means to you) my learning is in;

◆ Surrendering

◆ Trusting

◆ Letting go

This is opposite to Virgo’s South Node lessons of;

◆ Order

◆ Detail

◆ Structure

Definitely a challenge for me. There are several past experiences where I have NOT done this, but it is something I am working on throughout this 60 day journey of mine.

Looking more deeply, I began to see some clear themes emerging from my chart.

◆ The impact of community, relationships as central to my wellbeing and purpose.

◆ Transformation, self-discovery, release and renewal.

It is true that I have often found myself seeking love, approval, to be chosen, to be seen, to be comforted.

Yep, I have often been a martyr, a saviour (or not, but I tried) of sorts and I am on a never-ending journey of growth, because I truly believe that is what I came to do (so why not). The most meaningful strategy I have found for this is mindfulness. Truly drawing awareness and attention to my thoughts, feelings and actions with true compassion and non-judgement. a game changer!

Another system that provides a depth that supports this further is Human Design, something that I will investigate tomorrow.

Something for now…

◆ What is your North Node?

Be curious: What does is resonate with in your life, if at all?

Something for the next few days…

◆ Reflect on the stories, phrases or words that you recorded.  

Be curious: What can I do to interrupt the pattern?

Something from yesterday…

◆ Reflect on the barriers and resources you identified.

Be curious: What strategy to support your inner voice could you try first?  

With warmth and resonance,

Tara